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Wednesday 23 November 2011

SAD STORY ):

-A story to tell people not to be afraid to express their feelings-


# falling in love ? nda semestinya happy sampai ke penghujung . nda semuanya berakhir dengan kegembiraan . berani katakan " i love you " dengan dia ? emm , myb berani sebab kamu betul-betul suka dengan dia sudah , kan ? myb takut sebab kamu takut dia nda terima kamu atau nanti kamu takut dia ndakan pandang kamu lagi . susahnya ):


<3___________<3

kita mulakan cerita (:

she had a boyfriend , she grew up with him .
bagi dia , cuma lelaki tulah satu-satunya untuk dia . tiada orang lain sudah dapat ganti tempat lelaki tu .
&& to her , that boy is the most important && precious .
TAPI , bagi tu lelaki . she was just another girl...

GIRL : hey , wanna go to a movie .
GUY : i can't .
GIRL : why ? do you need to study at home or something ?
GUY : emm , NO .
GIRL : then , what are you doing ?
GUY : i'm meeting up with... a friend .



perkara biasa (: he met girls in front of her . ohhh ! macamana perasaan tu ? dibuat macam tiada perasaan jak ):
to him , she was just another one of his girlfriend .
shiittt juga kan ? emm .

the word L-O-V-E never came out of his mouth , only her's .
sejak dia kenal dengan tu lelaki , nda pernah sekali pun dia dengar perkataan " I LOVE YOU " dari dia .
to him , there weren't any anniversaries at all . he didn't say anything from the first day && it continued till 100 days....200 days...




everyday , before they say goodbye . he would just hand her a doll . everyday , non-stop && fail . she didn't know why .

THEN , ONE DAY....

GIRL : hey you .
GUY : what ? don't drag , just say .
GIRL : I LOVE YOU .
GUY : em ? you what ? just take this doll , && go home .

that was how he ignored her ' three words ' && handed her the doll .

then her disapeared , as if he was running away .
patung yang dia terima dari lelaki tu , sudah memenuhi biliknya . one by one . && semakin banyak .


then one day come , her 16th year old birthday . when she got up in the morning , she pictured a party with him (:
she stranded herself in her room , waiting for his call .
but... lunch passed , dinner passed && soon the sky was dark . he still didn't call .
it was tiring to look at the phone anymore ):


then , yeahh ! around 2am in the morning , he suddenly called her && woke her up from her sleep .



then , he told her to go outside her house , she was so excited :3

GIRL : hey you .
GUY : here , take this .
 # && again , he handed her a little doll .
GIRL : what's this ?
GUY : i didn't give it to you yesterday . so , i am giving it to you now . i'm going home now , bye !
GIRL : wait ! do you know what today is ?
GUY : today ? what about it ?


her heart sank . dia sangka lelaki tu ingat birthday nya . lelaki tu berpusing && berjalan pulang seperti tiada apa-apa terjadi .
but , before he could get away she shouted " WAIT ! "

GUY : you have something to say ?
GIRL : tell me... tell me that you love me .
GUY : what did you say ?
GIRL : tell me please ! it's just three words .
GUY : I DON'T WANT TO SAY ! that i love someone so easily , if you're desperate to hear it . then find someone else !

that what was he said . then he ran off .

how could he . she felt that maybe he is not the right guy for her .



after that day , she stranded herself at home crying , just crying . he didn't call her , although she was waiting . he just continued handing her a little doll every morning outside her house .
that's how those the dolls piled up in her room . everyday (:

after a month , she got myself together && went to school . but what made the pain resurface was that .
she saw him on a street , with another girl .
he had a smile on his face . one that he never showed her as he touched the doll .

she ran straight back home && looked at the dolls in her room , && tears fell . why did he gave these to her ?



those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls .
in a fit of anger , she threw the dolls around .
THEN , THE PHONE RANG .
it was him .
he told her to come out to the bus stop outside her house . she tried to calm herself down && walked to the bus stop .



she kept reminding herself that she was going to forget him . that , it's going to end . then , he came into her sight . HE WAS HOLDING THE BIG DOLL .

GUY : you came . i thought you were upset .

she couldn't help hating him . acting like nothing had happen && joking around . soon , he held out the doll as usual .

GIRL : I DON'T NEED IT !
GUY : what ? why ?

she grabbed the doll from his hand && threw it on the road .



GIRL : i don't need this doll ! i don't need it anymore ! i don't want to see a person like you EVER AGAIN !

she spat out the words .

but , unlike any other day . his eyes were shaking .

" I'M SORRY " he apologized in a tiny && shaking voice .
he then walked over to the road to pick up the doll .

GIRL : you stupid ! just leave the doll , throw it away !

but he ignored her . then...

HONK - HONK - HONK

with the loud honks the big truck was heading toward him .

GIRL : MOVE ! move away !

she shouted as loud as she could .

he stood up && look at her with sad eyes ):

then____

BBBOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM !

the sound was terrifying , she screamed && she cried .
but nothing could bring him back ):
no matter how much she wished that she could take back the words that she said to him . -she couldn't-
&& that's was how he went away from her .

after that day , she had to go through everyday with guiltiness && the sadness of losing him .



&& after spending two months like a crazy person . she finally took out the dolls .

those were the only gifts he left her since the day they started going out . she remembered the days she spent with him . && she started counting the days , when they were in love....

" ONE , TWO , THREE " that was how she started to count the dolls .
" FOUR HUNDRED AND EIGHTY FOUR . FOUR HUNDRED AND EIGHTY FIVE "
it all ended with 485 dolls .

she then started to cry again , with a doll in her arms . she hugged it tightly , then suddenly...

" I LOVE YOU " " I LOVE YOU " " I LOVE YOU "
SHE DROPPED THE DOLLS , SHOCKED !

" i..lo..ve..you ? " she picked up the dolls && pressed its stomach .
" I LOVE YOU " " I LOVE YOU "  
it can't be ! she pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled on the side .
" I LOVE YOU " " I LOVE YOU " " I LOVE YOU "
those word came out non-stop . I..LOVE YOU . why didn't she realize that ? that his heart was always by her side , protecting me .
why didn't she realize that he love her this much . she took out the doll under the bed && pressed it's stomach .
that was the last doll , the one that fell on the road . it had a blood stain on it .
the voice came out . that she was missing so much .
" Hun , do you know what today is ? we've been loving each other for 486 days . do you know what 486 days is ? i couldn't say i love you . em , since i was too shy . if you forgive me && take this doll , i will say that I LOVE YOU "

the tears came flowing out of her . WHY ? WHY ? she asked God . why does she only know about all this now ? he can't be by her side but he loved her until his last minute .
for that , && for that reason to her , it became courage to live a beautiful life .




- THE END -





salam sayang : pkajiel

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